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yeh hey every one
my month has bee good
at first
but bad
at the point it is right now
but thigs r getting better
yeh
LEE
yeh he can fuck off
cuz idk long story
and yeh
but i have a crush
his name is jorge
i fucked him over for lee
but i guess he forgave me
i cant wait for him to come home on sat
we r going swimming all dayy
then we r going to the movies
and on sunday we r gann ahng out at the poool again
i miss him
he liked me a lot
but no im stupid and was a bitch about it
:) hes awsome
and he calls me his princess
but idk im not ganna gett oo attached
cuz in the end i always get fucked over it sux ass
i really do hate boys
maybe i should just become a nun???
or not
i love boyss way to much but they r jerks
idk
i dont make sense
neither do boys
hahah
yeh
skool is fustrating
i hate it
yeh well i cant wait to see jorge
he is the bestest!!!!!
:)
he makes me smile<33333
yeh so
:(
i miss him
lee can die!!!
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[12.26.2004 @ 10:49AM] |
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yeah
christmas....
it sux
cuz yeah
1.my mom wasnt here for it
2.my nanna is dying.
3.i didnt do much for x mas
4. i didnt get much
5.im tired of being broke
6.boys suck
7.santa didnt get me what i mainly wanted ...a boyfriend that woulld treat me right
there r soome posative sides
iver this break i have realized a lot like to be urself dont try to be n e one else
or just cuz theres a style dont try to be kool and go in the pit or something and make ur self even look worse!!
i realized that i met some new ppl that i feel really comfortable around
they actually let me be free
let me do what i want
ppl need to give me fucking space
ppl always saying blah blah blah u shouldnt do that its bad for u blah blah blah
i wanna be able to do what i want
its gay mind ur own damn business
thats why i dont really answer my phone fro certain ppl n e more
thats y i dont talk to certain ppl n e more im tired of drama im tired of ppl coming to me with their problems when i have enough of my own
i dont need ur shit
but yeah n e ways
i just want room
so plz give it to me
and i wish that sometime soon i can
have a boyfriend that actually cares so much for me blah who cares ill become a nun!
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[10.15.2004 @ 5:02PM] |
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home coming is tomarrooooooooowwwww!!!!im stressing hardXcore ohhh mannn some one plzz help me ill post some pixup after homecoming oh yeah and im prolly ganna have a kick back at my house next friday or saturday
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[10.09.2004 @ 12:25PM] |
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hey every one how is every one doing i havnt wrote in here for a while
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[08.21.2004 @ 5:06PM] |
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[08.18.2004 @ 1:40PM] |
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lately has been funn ive been hanging out with josh nik nico jehlar grizzlie robert and u know all them lately its been funn nico got a huka its siick cuz we always smoke it now haha last night we went to bobas???... idk it was funn tho and we smoked huka then they closed and so we stayed in the parking lot with nicos huka and smoked it til like 10 or 11 it was funn robert opened up more we hugged a lot and its kool now he isnt that embarrassed now yhes so cute and nice and idk haha hes kool but n e ways ive been having lots of funn feliscia stayed the night the other night and we stayed out til 2:30 or so i got so fucked up it was funn we were at paradise point and idk it was just funn and every one but nico of course was stoned and we were all hingry s we went to in and out it was good but the next day i didnt even remeber that we went but then it came to me haha but yeah i miss all myfriends so call me if n e one wants to hang out and no one leaves me comments n e more so comment!!!!!!!!!!!!! 253-4990 thats my number call me ppl
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[08.14.2004 @ 12:20AM] |
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well last night i had a kickback /slumber party it was funn it qwas mainly guys and 2 girls well 7 guys haha it was me ,jenn,jehlar,robert,albert,nik,josh,niko,andjason my mom was kol with everything and then she went to the casino and said she would be back at like 5 so we blazed it up and robert drank it was kool then me and robvert made out for like ever it was hella funny then at 5:00 i fell asleep then all of a sudden i woke up at 5:30 am and i told the boys to go in the living room and yeah my mm didnt end up getting home til like 10 am hahaha then niko left early in the morning and then josh jason and nik left at like 9 and robert ,albert,and jehlar stayed til 4!! it was kool i love dem boys !!! and yeah then tonight i went to the movies with chris his friend and jenn it was kool but after we were so bored !! now im waiting for this media shower or what ever and i only got 4 hours of sleep so im soo tired!!
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[08.12.2004 @ 5:12AM] |
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well its 5:12 am and i still havnt gone yto sleep i cleaned my room cuz i think some ppl might be coming over tomarrow night but yeah and now i cant sleep im really bored no one is online and i dont wanna wake n e one up lol well call me if n e one ever wants to hang out 253-4990
ive been thinking a lot about something and its been bugging dont bother asking what it is cuz i wont tell u its really personal!
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[08.12.2004 @ 1:17AM] |
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well today i went to josh's then we stayed and watched movied then went to some smoke shop and nick bought a steam roller and then we smoked in his bronco it was funn then we went and had ice cream cake at josh's cuz he "graduated" lol but yeah then watched a movie "darkness falls" then went to 7 11 and well nikko came before and we went with him and then we went back to josh's and then me jason and nikko left and went to oasis
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[08.11.2004 @ 10:09AM] |
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well yesterday we were at my house and then wet to jenns and got ready and then josh.adrian,and jehlar picked us up and we went to go get pizza and then we went to roberts house and we chilled there then left to juans and then went to the mall for idk y thne they got like something and we went tot he high skool to go do some stuff but some of us didnt want to so we left and went to jst marina and chilled thne went to go eat and thne went home it was kinda boring but oh well and today i was suppose to have a klil kickback at my house but my mom is being a bitch so now i cant hmmm thats lmae!
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